No, not really. Rady don’t like to read anymore, what a pity. That refers to LJ friends links.. so I can read a batch at a time, so I can be lazy kwehkweh..


I have a midterm tomorrow. Fuck me. I’m not going to get a good grade. ::SOB:: Too much biology. I can’t stand it, it’s driving me insane >(!!!! ::kicks bio to hell!!:: Ahh whatever.


Personal ranting space yup. This is what my precious bloggie is for. Yup yup yup. I wonder if I should slap up a quieter bitching space though, feeling rather disgruntled lately. Very VERY disgruntled. At everything and almost everybody. I noticed a fucking round moon today even before the sun set. WTF? Zomi said the moon wasn’t even near round yesterday, so what the fuck are my eyes playing?? Shit. I nearly broke down in the middle of class today all of a sudden, no warning, just suddenly felt a wave of hatred and sadness wash over me and I started tearing up. While falling asleep in the middle of scribbling down bio discussion notes. Maybe the biology just bored me to tears, but who knows. Going down memory lane all of a sudden really sucks. The good times. The good times I’ll never return to. The good things I had within my grasp, the good things I’ll never get a shot at ever again. Fuck that. My future is grim, and so’s my faith in people. Fucking shitty world we live in. I need more Seki to lighten me up…

I joined LJ. You better know what my name is, there’s only two names I ever join shit under. I still think my blog’s best, I can customize my crap in an instant and no icky annoying with ugly fonts and such x_x;; it’s just convenient to read friends on LJ though I suppose, which is nice. I put up a Seki piccie icon, which makes me happy ::giggles:: I think I’ll stick it up here because he deserves it <3!

Squeeeee, waaah thanks so much Sotsu ^_^!!!!!!! ::is listening to the songs now:: Um.. I don’t know where all the songs are from, I know “Replicant” is from two of the West End dramas.. mmm I’d like to get my hands on those.. Anyway! Here’s the link to a list of his songs.. I can’t read it but yeah.. the titles are listed there since you can read. XD
Oh yeah the Second Ignition! song I have uploaded on my seki site.. er actually just go here r 0 t a t i 0 n ^^! There’s a second song on the single if you want it I’ll upload. ^_^ Aaaaite… now I really study hahaha…

Saaa Sotsu, figured you had to be gaming XD I couldn’t resist yesterday, I downloaded the first Abunai series by accident, and upon unzipping just saw the most obscene pairings and I just had to find out for sure before my brain burst @D@;;; then the entire night I searched up more dramas and craved LOL, sorry to bother you!!
Oh yeah, about bday present, I totally don’t mind, I still haven’t mailed your stuff from HK yet, it’s been sittin on my desk forever, but I need someone to help me mail it X_X ::does *not* know how to snailmail for the life of her::

Mmm man, you have a lot of dramas ::clings:: *_* Okie, if I see you online I’ll ask for em?
Sekitomo songs.. oh man, I’ve been going ballistic on winmx trying to find more ::laughs:: I’ve been trying to download the song “Replicant” for a while but nobody lets me get it ::sighs:: And umm.. “I Wanna Be Your Man,” “Dream Soldier,” “forget me not,” and “friends” … and I have nooo damn idea what else I’m missing. Anyhow.. yeah.. missing those if you’ve any.. oh and do you have his Second Ignition! Anime Tenchou songs? I’ve uploaded Second Ignition! somewhere.. oh and I updated the Seki site a bit, if you haven’t seen yet! ^__^



Ahh okay, must chill my obsession and study T_T midterms this week ::sobs::

Midterms next week. Again. Ugh. Too soon T_T!!! I don’t wanna study waaaah~~ so annoying annoying annoying!!! ::very annoyed:: Feeling lethargic too grawr >( Even watching stuff isn’t cheering me up ::sighs:: I made spaghetti though! Heehee, I can cook spaghetti, even if it takes me 3 hours @D@!


I need to *really* follow through with the advice I’m given and my plans.. because I keep wavering and hoping that everything keeps fucking up. It’s like how I should study and stick to it. Study. Keep my mind off other things. Things that cause me to force more energy out than I have to. Hmph.


Mmm Seki……… I want more Seki songs ^___^

Ewwwwk no Raijin for my Zell @_@!!! ::wants to roll over and die:: I don’t know, I’m reading a SqxZ or ZxSq fic I’m not sure, but it starts off w/ Raijin confessing and Seifer tag-teaming ::SOBS:: T_T!!!!! ::sniffle:: Anyhow, if good stuff is coming up, I’m going to.. keep going @_@!! ::torturetorture::


Anyhow, lately been searching for Seki songs again (if nobody noticed) and found this insane song he wrote and sings… the title’s some chopping up of “Bibibibidabededabi” X_X!!! Something like that… it’s kinda disturbing… I looped it 5 times this morning and I think I have permanent brain damage… Seki’s too weird in that song for my brain to handle in the morning @D@!! Doesn’t mean I don’t love the man! XD He da man ahahhaa ::coughs:: Anyway I’m in class, back to assuming my status of a student….

Hey Lore, yay I’m glad you saw the Seki site updates XD I’m currently thinking bout what else I could possibly add to it.. List of songs seems like a lot of work, but I’ll see how that goes about.. any suggestions? (Or anybody else reading this hehehehe) Anyway, hope to see you around or something ^_^ Mmm more Seki… did you hear about the new animes? Meine Liebe in particular?? ::dies:: It’s gonna kill me~~~

Okay.. anybody.. if ANYBODY has or knows where to get the song “Misty” that Seki Tomokazu sings, PLEASE TELL ME T_T Oh my god the opening is pretty, does he really sing this?? I wanna hear! ;_; And there’s some Seki songs I don’t have that I’d love to get my hands on but… god knows where they are T_T Okay. I should shut up now. But if anybody finds songs please tell me!! ;___;