“SANCTUARY ~Yes/No~” - Kishio Daisuke

Oh look, tomorrow’s September. Do I dread it? Yes I do. But what I don’t dread is the arrival of SEKI’S BIRTHDAY!! THAT’S RIGHT FOLKS!! Oh I’m excited!! Seki is the bomb of all bombs! Most precious of the precious to me and everybody! Okay maybe just me and all us Seki fangirls, but c’mon, you people HAVE to admit that our dear Seki Tomokazu is worth celebrating. With that in mind, WHAT SHALL I DO!? OMG! I haven’t posted on LJ in fucking ages, and I don’t have any new material to share or information to really update and… the horror!! Oh Seki, I faaaail!!! 8D But in my heart you will always be the best of the best, and I will be your insane fangirl until the end of time.

Well, that sure says a lot about what kind of life I lead. Aka. None. ^_^

Er anyhow, I had a pretty mixed weekend. I was in pretty decent spirits on Sabbath, and then it got really bad in a short time and I stormed off… And then Sunday was great hanging out with a friend until yesterday. Fun times, going out and being away from all that stresses me out is great. I seriously need a life, it would make things easier on my sanity for sure. I learned to open up more about things, and to um, control my more impulsive side. Right. Well, still working on it actually. 8D Either way, I got what I wanted to do accomplished and it feels great.

On the flipside of things, I have a lot on my mind, about how to manage my personal matters and such. I’m reluctant to branch out with too much effort, too little chance of success with my track record and mentality. How to think outside of the box? Hm. How to stop being so critical and calculating about everything? Seriously, how did I end up being so difficult anyway? I always thought I was pretty easy-going, or well, I always tried to seem it haha. ::facepalm:: Presentation fail.

Well, talking around the skirts of topics is always confusing so I’ll just stop. At least I got it out of my head so I can do other things in peace.