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I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t know how I landed this, but somehow, there you go, or there I go? Yeah. At this point, I don’t know about the future, but I’m very happy at present. With Thanksgiving around the corner, I can’t help but be super grateful for my current situation.

And then I look back and think about how things have landed me here. Considering how bad I’ve had it, I’m surprised at where I am now. Am I dreaming? The last one hasn’t exactly gone away yet, and I keep thinking about that one turned out. I mean, seriously, where is your common sense and decency? Using me is not cool, I am not a sugar daddy with endless money, time, and attention. I’ve always been too used to playing the stereotypical guy role that people take me for granted or just can’t handle the fact I’m not exactly girly. So. Whatever. That one can go away, I’m doing just fine without it.

With that said, back to my point. I’m more than happy. X3 I’m content, I’m elated, I’m smiley, good GOD am I smiley. All I can think is, I want him in my arms for as long as I can see right now. If God will let me keep him, I will do my best to protect him. ♥