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Is it wrong to be happy? Is it really that wrong? I was so giddy for a while, and then I had a really horrible dream. My friend was mad at me, everything was going wrong, and I was regretting everything I planned and did. ARGH. I don’t know. I also got bad news and bad indications right before going to sleep even, as a matter of fact, I was in bed and falling asleep when it happened and I had to spring out of bed to find out too. >_> And then the bad dreams began. ::weeps:: I don’t know, is this a sign? Does it mean that God doesn’t want me to be happy? ~_~ I guess what I talked about yesterday with Janee just hit me back in the face, because, well, grawr. ARGH I DON’T KNOW!!! I’m just hoping for the best and that my nightmare was just a nightmare and nothing more. I don’t want to screw things up, I don’t want to be upset, can’t things go right for me for once? COME ON, INSPIRE ME! MAKE IT HAPPEN! Let me be normal for once… ._.

BUT! I’m happy right now, and I’m not going to let my damn foresight cloud my happy thoughts. I’m excited! Doo bee doo bee doo~!! ::starts jamming to WaT singing and dancing in her head:: XDDDD THIS IS INSANE!!! I’m happy over such a little thing, is it because I’m losing it or something? Or am I really happy? :D