Some Eason Chan song playing on coworker’s computer

This morning is extreeeemely sleepy and groggy. I only just sat down and I’m totally fogged up already. My coworker was super tired when I came in too, she looked absolutely grumpy from it too. ::sighs:: Poor thing… It got me thinking, I wonder if people here were always so grouchy. They seemed fine when I started here, but lately, this one girl’s been really irritable. I wonder if my negative aura is finally infiltrating. 8DDD Onoes, I’m always doing shit like this, aren’t I? I should start warning people around me, ne? Church isn’t so bad because I’m only there one day a week, but as far as life is concerned, it seems like people start having worse days if I see them regularly. I think I should just seclude myself somewhere. >_>;;;

Anyway! So I had a dream I was at a school settting thing, or was it like an auditorium for something? Forgot, but I was sitting on bleachers with a string of girls. And, lo and behold, HIRADAI WAS IN FRONT OF US. I was looping my favourite song by him all night, so FINALLY I HAVE A DREAM!! And like, he was sitting in front of us but singing outwards? And then for some reason, he turned around and started singing to us. ::swoooooon:: And like, I kept hoping and wishing that he would look my way when he’d sing a line so it would feel like he was singing the song to me? ::DIES:: I’m so delirious!! He didn’t ever look directly at me, just kinda in passing. Before he got to the “aishiteru” line, he turned back around and.. went somewhere? XD

It makes me think, I’ve been looping Daisaku er Yunoki songs a LOT (specifically “White Nights” more than any other songs) but no Daisaku or Yunoki dreams! Woe why! XD;;; I guess I should be thankful I don’t have dreams of them. But.. but BUT!!! 8D I’m very thankful to have a Hiradai dream. Even if it was super brief, it made my sleep happy. ♥ More Daisuke love for me, please! (Oh wait, I shouldn’t say that, I might get Raou singing in my dream, crap!)

Did I mention I’ve been feeling rather sick lately? Sick… Yesterday for mother’s day dinner, ate WAY TOO MUCH FOOD. I really didn’t want to, but I didn’t have a choice. ::grumbles:: Unhappy about that to infinity because I’ve been meaning to cut down food intake so I could fit into that dress for the cruise. >_> I mean, it fits, but it’s tight, and I don’t want it to burst or anything. =___= Also, I bought a pair of heels yesterday for the dress, so it better DAMN fit. ::growls:: I’ll resolve to eating very little for these three more days I’m here. I picked up a Robek’s menu, and I think I’ll just be getting a smoothie for my lunch. I know it’s expensive but… I figure it’s the least I could do to avoid eating too much. ::weeps:: And for dinner, I’ll just tell them I have a stomachache or something. It’ll keep my parents from coming in to yell at me too much, so kill two birds with one stone I guess. ::sniffles:: I feel sick… I really did eat too much lately. Not only can I see my face bloating up, but I feel like I’m housing way too much blubber too. =_= Despite my never paying attention to my doctors’ complaints about me being obese (harhar), I never gave it any consideration because I felt fine. Well, I don’t feel fine right now. =_= Maybe I was on the threshold and finally stepped over it with these few weeks and… I’M REALY GRUMPY ABOUT IT!!! Time to lose weight because I really need it. >____>

Complaining aside, I have nothing to do right now. Seriously, I keep wanting people to give me work to do. Nothing to do! So I’ll post for sensei and tell the Corda RPG that I’m going to be out of commission for the next week and a half. Or something like that.

Oh wonderful. Apparently I’m screwing up my coworker’s monthly cycle and I’m slowly starting to sync with them too. I’m not saying anything though… Meh. Just great, a load of hormonal females in the office. :;growls::