“All I Do Is Dream Of You” - Michael Bublé
I have a pretty damn good life these days, but some days make me feel like shit. Today would be one of those days. With my birthday around the corner, I am reminded that I always get like this around this time of year. Yeah, getting old sucks, responsibilities suck, but what sucks more is having to put up with crap when I feel like I should deserve a little downtime on my birthday? Nope. Sigh. Need to relax.
This is amazing. Watch the video too, it had me in tears. ::sniffles:: Patric Steward is an awesome man indeed! He rose to fame and made a difference for society, that has got to be one of the most amazing feats ever. So amazing. Simply a wonderful human being who is an absolute inspiration to men and women alike. WOW!
Trash trucks outside o_O
I hate being sick. It’s been like 2 months of on and off sickness, and apparently my doctor thinks it’s because bacteria is growing inside my sinus cavity and making me sick repeatedly due to post sinus drip, which happens chronically since I have the most annoying allergies lasting all year long. GRAWR!!! No meds, but I do have fresh lemon, honey, and cinnamon in water. Probably the most delicious thing I can taste with my throat hurting and making my tongue feel retardedly dead. I hope my throat swab turns out to be just the run of the mill infection, but I won’t find out until 48 hours later. Oh well. Tons of sleep for me today.
NEED MOAR FLUIDS. I learned today that my sinus is *always* congested because of my allergies. Lovely.
Oh so. I always turn out sick on the days work has some fabulous event, party, or free food. ALWAYS. Wtf seriously? Everyone has been bussed to the city at noon until EOD for boozing and munching, and here I am, at home. Grawr! WHY! I want free food! Eff the booze, I WANT FOOD! My fault for getting sick; I work too much and stress out my goddamn immune system weekly. I need to find some way to fix this. Le sigh.
More sleep today. And maybe some LoL. I need to do some work though, bleh, while everybody parties, I work… Bummer.
I wish people would stop putting Christianity against LGBT issues. There is no AGAINST here, just dumbass Christians who are against LGBT issues. God is love, what part of LOVE is absent in LGBT issues? For crying out loud people, get your head out of your proverbial arses with the diction of the Word and realize that the Word is LIVING and the LIVING WORD is LOVE. GO GROW YOURSELF A HEART AND BRAIN PLEASE.
Had to get that out of my head before I explode on some random individual…
I hate, HATE my hormonal imbalance!!!! I’m just about as temperamental and pissy as a headless chicken. Inside, anyway. Trying to remain calm and composed. Composed. While I keep thinking about slaughtering. And more. Like blood. Everywhere. Daydreaming about it. All day long. Alysia fed me an english muffin with crunchy peanut butter, and I added some flax seeds to it, so my hunger is temporarily subdued, but I can TASTE the apple vinegar in my mouth still. The eff? BLOOD AND GUTS.
I hate, hate, hate not being stabilized. Hate.
“In His Touch” - Celine Dion
YES! FINALLY! Supreme Court ruled Prop 8 unconstitutional, so yessssss!!!! Obviously I’m not planning to marry any ladies, but this is the just about the happiest news I’ve heard in a very long time. Prop 8 was one of the most disastrously sad things for this state. For the progression of mankind. I was so happy to see other states slowly turn over to believing in equality, but what the hell with the people in this state!? I have so many LGBT friends whom I wished over and over that they could have the same treatment as heterosexual couples. No more bullshit, people, this fight is for treating everyone as human beings and not as some lesser being just because some of us love differently.
I can finally breathe. I feel a little better for Americans. Now onto other issues, folks!
Now I have one more for-sure wedding to look forward to. EXCITED! *_________*
“Secret Base (Piano Version)” - ZONE
25 November 2011. Hm. A year and seven months. Bliss. :3 I count each and every month because it reminds me of how lucky I am and how far I’ve gone. Never thought I’d find happiness in a relationship because of my history, but yet, here I am. And all is well. Better than that, it’s fabulous!
This week is insanely long, however. I want to get out of here so badly. I want to relax, enjoy time with my love, and walk all over the place!! BUFFETS!!!! SHOWS!!! Omg shows, so excited, never been despite all the times I’ve gone, so W00T!!! Oh man oh man!!!
And so I’ve resorted to ranting to myself again. It’s one of those days. When you want to strangle everybody. Mmm…
I have these days where I’m aching and craving for something that I can’t pinpoint, and it drives me nuts! And then there are days that I know I’m eagerly awaiting to come. Coming Sunday it is. Oh man. My little cousin is all grown up and getting married.
I know it’s not fair for me to be calling him “little” when he is not anymore, but you know, my strongest memories of him are still of him as a round-faced toddler, dragging around his safety blanket, and sucking on his thumb. The cutest baby face of all, which he still retains (lucky brat), and the sweetest smile. Now I’m going to see him get married to a wonderful lady. Le sigh, how time flies! How life brings these small, sparkling moments of joy. After all these years, we’re on good terms again, and I can hug him again. (No I haven’t forgotten about the older one.) It’s days like these when I ponder about God’s grace. My boyfriend doesn’t see God the way I do, being an athiest, and that’s dandy fine, but I still see God in everything Good. This would definitely be one of those things. Witnessing the union of my little cousin and his fiancée, seeing that bright little smile of his and everyone together and happy - that’s what makes life worth living. I hope I never forget these small lessons.
Oh and I can’t wait for vacation either! OH COME ON WEEK, FLY FASTER!!! Hehehehe… So. Excited!!!!!
Humming of my tower…
LOLOL omg, I retook this quiz and now I’m quite horrifying. 8D Gollum still at second, but d00d #1…
A Lord of the Rings Selector: Newer, Much Better, More Accurate
1. Saruman the White (100%)
2. Gollum (93%)
3. Eomer (93%)
4. Bilbo Baggins (86%)
5. Samwise Gamgee (Sam) (82%)
6. Sauron (82%)
7. King Theoden (78%)
8. Eowyn (71%)
9. Frodo Baggins (60%)
10. Aragorn Elessar (60%)
11. Galadriel (52%)
12. Meriadoc Brandybuck (Merry) (52%)
13. Elrond (52%)
14. Gimli (45%)
15. Denethor (41%)
16. Tom Bombadil (41%)
17. Faramir (38%)
18. Lord of the Nazgul (Witch-King of Angmar) (38%)
19. Grima Wormtongue (30%)
20. Arwen (30%)
21. Isildur (30%)
22. Gandalf the Grey (23%)
23. Boromir (23%)
24. Legolas (19%)
25. Peregrin Took (Pippin) (0%)
Am I scary? :D
So after accidentally killing this, it’s back. Reinstalled, upgraded. Hope the spam filter works better. :S