“玻璃鞋” - Sammi Cheng

For all the things that go wrong, my blessings overflow again and again. I don’t know how I’ve lived so many years of my life without him, I suddenly cannot imagine myself without him now. Being converted at work to full time is great because I now have benefits and my health covered if I really need it, but bad because now I’m working overtime like an insane bat out of hell for no extra pay. I’ve come pretty close to having breakdowns since I’ve started, but I broke down at the end of today. Took me a while to recover from it, I was so retardedly messed up even after I got home. ::sighs:: But, you know what, I have Matt now. Work isn’t the only thing that keeps me going, I now have the most wonderful human being ever at my side. It makes me wonder, maybe all this time with my head and heart hurting, maybe I was just waiting to meet him. I’d like to believe that I can hold onto this forever, so God help me be a good person so I can deserve this happiness.

So. I’m out of laundry. Need to wash my clothes, need to see Matt, and need to rest. I better leave work on time tomorrow. >(!

“Artic” - Rady

Plug: Girls Paradise Gyaku Harlem Party Drama CD [CD]

WHAT IS THIS WHAT WHAT WHAT? 8D

“Stay with me” - Matsu Takako

Why, hello blog! It’s been so long. I had a lot to think about today despite my busy work day, probably why I’m so bloody exhausted now! Before I left work, I was talking to Justin, who was amused to hear that I have a boyfriend now. “What happened to Ms. I-don’t-want-a-boyfriend, huh?” I don’t know, to be honest, I was never terribly gungho on the idea of having a boyfriend. I found myself grinning stupidly when Justin was poking fun at me but then said he was happy for me. Everyone’s happy for me, and you know what, so am I! ^_^ I don’t say that lightly either. With St. Valentine’s Day around the corner, I know technically I don’t need to do anything special, but I want to do something for Matt! I don’t care about roles, I want to spoil him silly and make him happy because it makes me happy! So, after taking a shower, I started googling romantic things to do and find that we’ve done most of these generic suggestions already. Makes me think, perhaps I’m not as dull as I thought! 8D Imagine that, I’m actually capable of romance, even if he’s the romantic here. Such a catch, how did I ever land such a wonderful guy? Feels like Thanksgiving everyday, I can’t stop gushing and I want to see him as often as possible.

Valentine’s is on Tuesday. How terribly inconvenient. I HAVE LAUNCHES TO DO OMG! o_o;;;

I’m such a giddy girl in love. Le sigh. Little did I know that one of the sweetest things in life can be found in someone else’s smile. X3

“Whataya Want From Me” - Adam Lambert

So. Adam Lambert so totally looks like Elvis Presley. Look at his nose line and those lips! Amazingly beautiful.

But I would much rather have my boy than anyone like that. So much more beautiful in my eyes, is that silly? To have and to hold, now that is beautiful to me. ♥

Le sigh.

“Kakumei” - Seki Toshihiko

Some people are just serious oddballs. Do I take them seriously or not? Dude.

“To be continued…” - Kishio Daisuke

You know, I cannot wish for a happier Christmas season. I’m still quite sick, but you know what? It doesn’t faze me one bit. I can deal with being sick, no problem at all, but what matters are the blessings all around me. I have the best managers here at EA, my coworkers are awesome, I love my job, my family in this area are the most amazing people ever, my pay is enough to pay for my necessities, my boyfriend is better than I could’ve ever fathomed, and I have the funnest plans ahead of me this holiday season!!! Seriously, folks, the end of this year is made of GOLD! Last year closed on some pretty foul notes, but this year is bursting at the seams with blessings. Thank God for placing me in such a wonderful place, where all roads seem to have led, and I am starting to see something formulating ahead at last. I certainly don’t expect things to always be this good, but I will always treasure times like this for they are so GOOD. Even the little moments, no matter how small, mean a lot to me. I wake up with a super smile on my face these days because I know that there are so many wonderful things around me, and I am evermore thankful with each passing second.

Oh, how I count the minutes until I can hold you. One more day! ♥

“Hear in Heaven” - Fukuyama Jun

My horoscope says.:

No one needs to tell you to mete out your energy carefully. You’ve got that part down pat. You might need to be reminded of quitting time, however.

::dies laughing:: Yeah. Okay fine. I’ll stop working and sleep now.

“Toki no Ito” - Matsukaze Masaya

I sure feel like the luckiest person on earth. I have a job I love despite the retarded contract situation, I have wonderful friends, and to top it off, I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. AMAZING. I can’t even stop gushing and flashing my smiles at everyone and everything, alive or inanimate. Falling hard for this, and I welcome it. Scared, but happy. Falling, falling, falling, and so, so, so happy.

Today, I picked up some baked goods then took the BART into his area. He picked me up and took me to CPK. *_*! Mediterranean focaccia and Jamaican jerk chicken pizza, ftw! After dropping the bread stuff at the house, we went hiking. OH HIKING SO FUN!!! Going up is always peachy fine for me, but it’s going down that freaks me out. The view was gorgeous, the weather perfect, air so sweet, and I have the best company in the world. Seriously, how did I find someone this perfect for me? I took quite a few pictures, and yeahhh. Afterwards, went back to watch him play a round of Starcraft 2, then off to visit his sister and her newborn baby!!! Oh gosh! My heart was stolen by that little one so quickly. I apparently fail at soothing babies, but egads, the precious bundle in my arms made me feel like I could do anything. Le sigh!!! After the visit, we went to Black Angus for dinner, belated birthday dinner, he said. XD ♥ Egads, I’m so spoiled!!! Had the most delicious New York strip steak and ate nearly half of his fillet mignon too. The drinks were awesome, had a berry limeade and I had a blackberry ginger ale, and boy did he like his limeade. XD So cute! So yummy, that drink! Steak was divine, I couldn’t help but gush about my food to infinity!!! Potatoes were deliriously good too, man! Then before I left, one more episode of Game of Thrones before he dropped me off at the BART station to go home. Yup. Best day ever. My best days keep piling on, it’s insane and yet, oh so welcome. I’m feeling positively radiant, I swear!!!

“Michiyuki” - Hikida Kaori

Had yet another wonderful weekend, thanks to my magical boyfriend haha. Magic indeed! Spending time with him got rid of my cold, Ramen Dojo for lunch on Saturday and ran into Mark just before he leaves us for good back to Hawaii!! Sadface, our QA team… Anyway. Yummy spicy garlic pork ramen as usual for me, but next time I’ll try the curry shoyu one!! Mmm… Boba afterwards as usual, then back to my place to watch Meet the Spartans because I like my luls like that. We played some Alice: Madness Returns and chilled out until it was time for dinner, had my yums, and then there was a dreadful motorcycle accident on the freeway so I ended up not sending him home until this morning. Oh, I’m so spoiled. XD Then today, met up with Carmen at the Stanford shopping centre (outdoor mall!) for Christmas shopping. Winded up with a gorgeous green eye primer D:! And later an eyeliner, but I really want the Kat Von D tattoo eyeliner in black that ran out. Oh well. Next time or something. Jamaican jerk chicken pizza and chicken quesadilla at CPK, peppermint mocha at Starbucks, then delicious tomato basil cream soup with buttered bread at a cafe in Palo Alto! Much fun to be had. Minus this stomachache that won’t go away now for some strange reason. Oh well. I’ll live.

So. Rolling around a bit hoping this stomachache will ease soon enough to sleep. x_@ Boy am I tired!!! Lovely weekend, and I have a lovely boyfriend. Life is definitely wonderful right now. ♥ Enjoying it!

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Margie randomly came by to give me makeup tips. I don’t know why but XD;;;! Bookmarking here, since I’m always on the lookout for smudgeproof eyeliner. Sigh. So difficult I swear, all the smearing!

Sephora: tokidoki Perfetto Eyeliner: Eyeliner
http://sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P257104&categoryId=B70

Sephora: Kat Von D Tattoo Liner: Eyeliner
http://sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P245205&categoryId=B70

Makeup - Eyes - Mascara — Estée Lauder Official Site
http://www.esteelauder.com/products/637/Product-Catalog/Makeup/Eyes/Mascara/index.tmpl

I don’t know how to put on mascara, but if Luisa comes, she said she wants to put makeup on me. XD Oh, my fun coworkers. ♥